that's my feel

"I should be grateful to have been born  I should be grateful to God because perfection is given but what is the fact that I got during my stay in the atmosphere of a house like this, I'm such a fool, I deserve a fraud, as if not having a right to give opinions, all tangled up in my mind forced me to, they told me not to mix freely with friends who think I compare them in my family cares, really what they want from life? what they love to see me suffer? they were happy to see me hurt, and they would love to see me miserable! I know I was so innocent, this may create a life you reply to me, only god who protects me now! friends, friends or any other role is only temporary and insensitive, I need you to anyone that I was petrified!"